Showing posts from November, 2012

The Placement Reality @ backstage !

I was into my Seventh Semester, the final year at college. The season of placements have started at college. A sense of fear about how the future would be was going down deep into the mind disturbing my self confidence , my inner strengths and the worst part was I was losing the most important attribute of believing in myself which had been the reason of achieving not that big but something I had been treasuring and kept me going.
        Tears had always been my best friend in the worst time lessening my pain but hurting my family. Trust me, however close your friends are; however good your neighbor or acquaintances are.. the way your family handles you; believes in you cant beat any bond which can boost your confidence , and stand near you with equal strength both at good and bad times after all they were the ones who nourish you.
       I had a good or bad habit ( I still have) I don't know which category does it fall if you judge people during situations; throws light…

Conscience @myinnervoice !

Moral Science... a subject in my primary school would always teach me a lot of moral values but there has been one of the several lessons that I had been carrying for a long long time and will till Oxygen enters my nose :P ,

" Whatever you think... Whatever you speak... Whatever you do... there is always an inner voice which precedes and this inner voice is termed as CONSCIENCE ! "

 This inner voice has inevitable power and dominates my life !

         When I was a class leader in the primary , I was so sincere to write NAMES on the board who would talk in teacher's absence and this would result in wooden scale hits on my class mates hands... and I had been an impartial leader and this also resulted in losing my good so called best friends !
         Its just the same inner voice which reduced my stern nature to soft heart seeing those red palms bcoz of the hits !

        I never liked copying in test and I would always be the helper to find the culprit in teacher'…

Confe$$ion !

A friday silent dull evening for my  mind as I came back home sat in one corner and cried , cried cried till someone could find out. My mom came near me and got shocked to see those RED SWOLLEN eyes trying to figure out why I had been crying  with every possible questions.

"Why are u crying?
Did anyone scold you?
Did u fight with your best friend?
Did anyone beat you?"
" tell me why are u crying my dear? "

  My mom immediately called my dad and told him to rush home as i had just been crying and crying silently.

My dad came in just few minutes and asked me...

"What happened? Tell me.... !"

" I did a mistake. I am bad girl. I am bad student. I am bad daughter. "

Dad in his calm voice, "Why do you feel so?"

" To help my friend score 1 MARK in a mid term test, I changed the answers in her paper which my teacher trusted me and gave me to hand it over to the physics teacher. I was just in Seventh grade with little knowledge that m…